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Haunted

17:49 Apr 29 2008
Times Read: 638


**This one is just for you, my love.



Long lost words whisper slowly to me

Still can't find what keeps me here (Oohh, ohh oh ohh oh)

When all this time I've been so hollow.. inside

(Beep beep beep)



I know your still there,



Watching me, wanting me,

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you

I won't let you pull me down



Haunting you, I can smell you

Alive

Your heart pounding in my head

(beep beep)



Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Saving me, [killing] me, watching me



(Watching me) I (wanting me) I (I can) feel you pull me down

(Fearing you) I (Loving you) I, I won't let you pull me down (beep)



--Evanescence


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Everybody's Fool

05:00 Apr 26 2008
Times Read: 642


perfect by nature

icons of self indulgence

just what we all need

more lies about a world that



never was and never will be

have you no shame don't you see me

you know you've got everybody fooled



look here she comes now

bow down and stare in wonder

oh how we love you

no flaws when you're pretending

but now i know she



never was and never will be

you don't know how you've betrayed me

and somehow you've got everybody fooled



without the mask where will you hide

can't find yourself lost in your lie



i know the truth now

i know who you are

and i don't love you anymore



it never was and never will be

you don't know how you've betrayed me

and somehow you've got everybody fooled



it never was and never will be

you're not real and you can't save me

somehow now you're everybody's fool



--Evanescence


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Tanto

17:00 Apr 25 2008
Times Read: 648


Este cuerpo que tengo no me sirve de nada

Porque miro al espejo y veo tu alma

Cuando abro la puerta de mi cuarto vacio

Me consume la sombra de tu cariño

Y sufro mas de lo que muestro

Ya no duermo, Ya no sueño



Tengo tanto, tanto que olvidar

Tengo tanto, tanto que perdonar

Tengo tanto, tanto que decirte, tanto que decirte

Y no se donde empezar



Cuando fue la promesa la que me dibujaste

Te perdi el respeto no soy la de antes

Y duele mas de lo que quiero

Ya no entiendo lo que hoy siento



Tengo tanto, tanto que olvidar

Tengo tanto, tanto que perdonar

Tengo tanto, tanto que decirte

Tanto que decirte y no se donde empezar



--JD Natasha


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Don't wanna lose you now

16:53 Apr 25 2008
Times Read: 649


"Don't Wanna Lose You Now"



I never thought that I would lose my mind

That I could control this

Never thought that I'd be left behind

That I was stronger than you, baby

Girl if only I knew what I've done

You know, so why don't you tell me

And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun

To show how much I care



[Chorus:]

Don't wanna lose you now

Baby I know we can win this

Don't wanna lose you now

No no, or never again



I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay

It's burning within me

The fear of losing

Of slipping away

It keeps getting closer, baby

Whatever reason to live that I've had

My place was always beside you

And I wish that I didn't need you so bad

Your face just won't go away



[Chorus]



I never thought that I would lose my mind

That I could control this

Never thought that I'd be left behind

That I was stronger than you



Don't wanna lose to loneliness

Girl I know we can win

Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh no

Never again



[Chorus]



--Backstreet Boys


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Heartbroke Everyday

16:51 Apr 25 2008
Times Read: 650


Why do I do this to myself

Why do I want the one that wants somebody else

Dont you know

Id get my heartbroke every day if I could

If I could



Why do I always take the fall

Id rather have you hurtin me than not have you at all

Dont you know

Id get my heartbroke every day if I could

If I could



Another night out with the guys

Waiting for my heart to mend

Then you walk back in my life and it falls apart again



Aint no doctor in this world

Gonna cure whats ailing me

I keep aching for you girl

And its such sweet misery



Why do I do this to myself

Why do I want the one that wants somebody else

Dont you know

Id get my heartbroke every day if I could

If I could



If I could

Dont you know

Id get my heartbroke every day if I could

If I could



Dont you know

Id get my heartbroke every day if I could

If I could



--Lonestar


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The Last Song I'm Wasting on You

04:43 Apr 24 2008
Times Read: 655


"The Last Song I'm Wasting On You"



Sparkling grey,

They're my own veins.

Any more than a whisper,

Any sudden movement of my heart.

And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away



Just get through this day



Give up your way, you could be anything,

Give up my way, and lose myself, not today

That's too much guilt to pay



Sickened in the sun

You dare tell me you love me

But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die

Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way



You're just so pretty in your pain



Give up my way, and I could be anything

I'll make my own way

Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate.



So run, run, run

And hate me, if it feels good.

I can't hear your screams anymore



You lied to me

But I'm older now

And I'm not buying baby



Demanding my response

Don't bother breaking the door down

I found my way out



And you'll never hurt me again.



--Evanescence


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My Happy Ending

00:42 Apr 24 2008
Times Read: 657


(*Am I justified in feeling this way?*)



"My Happy Ending"



So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...



Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread



You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be



[Chorus:]

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...



You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do [CD version]

All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]



You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be



[Chorus]



It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done



[Chorus x2]



[x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

So much for my happy ending



Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...



--Avril Lavigne


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You'll be in my heart

04:44 Apr 21 2008
Times Read: 663


Come stop your crying

It will be all right

Just take my hand Hold it tight



I will protect you

from all around you

I will be here

Don't you cry



For one so small,

you seem so strong

My arms will hold you,

keep you safe and warm

This bond between us

Can't be broken

I will be here

Don't you cry



'Cause you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on

Now and forever more



You'll be in my heart

No matter what they say

You'll be here in my heart, always



Why can't they understand

the way we feel

They just don't trust

what they can't explain

I know we're different but,

deep inside us

We're not that different at all



And you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on

Now and forever more



Don't listen to them

'Cause what do they know

We need each other,

to have, to hold

They'll see in time

I know



When destiny calls you

You must be strong

I may not be with you

But you've got to hold on

They'll see in time

I know

We'll show them together



'Cause you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on,

Now and forever more



Oh, you'll be in my heart

No matter what they say

You'll be in my heart, always

Always



--Phil Collins


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Forgive Me

19:59 Apr 19 2008
Times Read: 666


"Forgive Me"



Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you



I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you



Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken



I'd give anything now

to kill those words for you



Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.



'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me



I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive



So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.



And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you



--Evanescence


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Why Won't You Die

05:28 Apr 18 2008
Times Read: 673


You fell away,

What more can I say?

The feelings evolved,

I won't let it out,

I can't replace...

Your screaming face,

Feeling the sickness inside



Why won't you die?

Your blood in mine…

We'll be fine…

Then your body will be mine



So many words

Can't describe my face

This feeling's evolved

So soon to break out

I can't relate

to a happy state

feeling the blood run inside



Why won't you die?

Your blood in mine…

We'll be fine…

Then your body will be mine



Why is everything so fucking hard for me?

Keep me down to what you think I should be!

Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?



Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily



I will not die…



Why is everything so fucking hard for me?



I will not die…



Why is everything so fucking hard for me?



I will not die…



Why won't you die?

Your blood is mine….

We'll be fine….

Then your body will be mine (x 2)





--Queen of the Damned Album.


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Change (In the House of Flies)

05:23 Apr 18 2008
Times Read: 674


I've watched you change

Into a fly

I looked away

You were on fire

I watched a change

In you

It's like you never

Had wings

Now you feel

So Alive

I've watched you change

I took you home

Set you on the glass

I pulled off your wings

Then I laughed

I watched a change

In you

It's like you never

Had wings

Now you feel

So alive

I've watched you change

It's like you never

Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

I look at the cross

Then I look away

Give you the gun

Blow me away

I've watched a change

In you

It's like you never

Had wings

Now you feel

So Alive

I've watched you change.

Now you feel Alive

You Feel Alive

I've watched you change

It's like you never

Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh



--Deftones


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The Kill

18:18 Apr 10 2008
Times Read: 680








What if I wanted to break

Laugh it all off in your face

What would you do? (Oh, oh)

What if I fell to the floor

Couldn't take all this anymore

What would you do, do, do?



Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you



What if I wanted to fight

Beg for the rest of my life

What would you do?

You say you wanted more

What are you waiting for?

I'm not running from you (from you)



Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you

Look in my eyes

You're killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you



I tried to be someone else

But nothing seemed to change

I know now, this is who I really am inside.

Finally found myself

Fighting for a chance.

I know now, this is who I really am.



Ah, ah

Oh, oh

Ah, ah



Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you, you, you.

Look in my eyes

You're killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you



Come break me down (bury me, bury me)

Break me down (bury me, bury me)

Break me down (bury me, bury me)



(You say you wanted more)

What if I wanted to break...?

(What are you waiting for?)

Bury me, bury me

(I'm not running from you)

What if I

What if I

What if I

What if I

Bury me, bury me



--30 Seconds to Mars

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Darling Nikki

04:29 Apr 10 2008
Times Read: 686


(**Haha. Sorry, I couldn't resist.**)



I knew a girl named nikki

I guess u could say she was a sex fiend

I met her in a hotel lobby

Masturbating with a magazine

She said howd u like 2 waste some time

And I could not resist when I saw little nikki grind



She took me 2 her castle

And I just couldnt believe my eyes

She had so many devices

Everything that money could buy

She said sign your name on the dotted line

The lights went out

And nikki started 2 grind



Nikki



The castle started spinning

Or maybe it was my brain

I cant tell u what she did 2 me

But my body will never be the same

Her lovin will kick your behind

Oh, shell show u no mercy

But shell shonuff shonuff show u how 2 grind



Darlin nikki



Woke up the next morning

Nikki wasnt there

I looked all over and all I found

Was a phone unmber on the stairs

It said thank u 4 a funky time

Call me up whenever u want 2 grind



Oh, nikki, ohhhh



Come back nikki, come back

Your dirty little prince

Wanna grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind



{backwards at the end...}

Hello, how r u? Im fine. cause I know

That the lord is coming soon, coming, coming soon.



--Prince.


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ladygoddessaries
ladygoddessaries
04:39 Apr 10 2008

Love this song~





 

Bother

14:18 Apr 09 2008
Times Read: 693






Wish I was too dead to cry

My self-affliction fades

Stones to throw at my creator

Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on,

I won't let go 'til it bleeds



Wish I was too dead to care

If indeed I cared at all

Never had a voice to protest

So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason;

my flaws are open season

For this, I gave up trying

One good turn deserves my dying



You don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on,

I won't let go 'til it bleeds



(Solo: Corey)



Wish I'd died instead of lived

A zombie hides my face

Shell forgotten

with its memories

Diaries left

with cryptic entries



And you don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on,

I won't let go 'til it bleeds



You don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on…

I'll never live down my deceit



--Stone Sour

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Gone

07:46 Apr 06 2008
Times Read: 698


"Gone"



There's a thousand words that I could say

To make you come home

Oh, seems so long ago you walked away

Left me alone

I remember what you said to me

You were acting so strange

and maybe I was too blind to see

That you needed a change



Was it something I said

To make you turn away?

To make you walk out and leave me cold

If I could just find a way

To make it so that you were right here

But right now..



I've been sitting here

Can't get you off my mind

I've tried my best to be a man and be strong

I've drove myself insane

Wishing I could touch your face

But the truth remains..



You're gone..

You're gone..

Baby you're gone

Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..

You're gone..

You're...



I don't wanna make excuses, baby

Won't change the fact that you're gone

But if there's something that I could do

Won't you please let me know?

Time is passing so slowly now

Guess that's my life without you

and maybe I could change my every day

But baby I don't want to



So I'll just hang around

and find some things to do

To take my mind off missing you

and I know in my heart

You can't say that you don't love me too

Please say you do



Yeeaah....



I've been sitting here

Can't get you off my mind

I've tried my best to be a man and be strong

I Drove myself insane

Wishing I could touch your face

But the truth remains



You're gone..

You're gone..

You're gone

You're gone...you're gone.. you're....

Gone



Ohhh...



Oh what'll I do

If I can't be with you

Tell me where will I turn to

Baby where will I be

Now that we are apart

Am I still in your heart?

Baby why don't you see?

That I need you here with me

Oohhh...



I've been sitting here

Can't get you off my mind

I've tried my best to be a man and be strong

I've drove myself insane

Wishing I could touch your face

But the truth remains



Been sitting here

Can't get you off my mind

I've tried my best to be a man and be strong

I drove myself insane

Wishing I could touch your face

But the truth remains



You're gone..

You're gone..

You're gone

You're gone

Gone

You're gone..



But the truth remains

You're....



--NSYNC


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Torn

16:25 Apr 02 2008
Times Read: 703


I thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldnt be that man I adored

You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for

But I dont know him anymore

Theres nothing where he used to lie

My conversation has run dry

Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn



Im all out of faith, this is how I feel

Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

Youre a little late, Im already torn



So I guess the fortune tellers right

Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light

To crawl beneath my veins and now

I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much

Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn



Im all out of faith, this is how I feel

Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.



Theres nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn



Im all out of faith, this is how I feel

Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel

Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor

Youre a little late, Im already torn



--Natalie Imbruglia


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